Monday, February 24, 2014

24th Feb.

I have not neglected this outlet. I have just been busy; More like tired. Typing via a smartphone is not really fun, unless you already have the whole set of words in your mind. Every time I get a laptop in front of me, all my mind is telling me to do is to open a tab for 9gag, and another for Wikipedia.



I'm aware it has been more than a month since my last post. Ages since my last reply to comments. No wonder most of you aren't reading this anymore.



I read every new comment. I click the reply button but then, that voice in my mind tells me that a simple short reply would not be enough. And I put it off, telling myself I'll do it later. And as we all know, the thought starts to gather procastination dust.



I get ideas for new posts in my head, but they never come out right. Those creative pieces are done in mere minutes. Something that coffee and a muse can do.



To say how serious my tiredness/laziness has been is that I haven't had like, a proper long conversation with Mokesart for a long time. Weeks I think. He has been very understanding.



If it was me, I would have thought up of dramatic reasons behind this.



Every time I think of something creative to write, I'll be slightly reluctant. 95% chance of it being inspired by a certain person. Of longing. Of need. Of, oh god rejection. I'm not a broken record player, cause each of them reads differently. But between those lines is the same message.



"I hope you'll read this one day."



And there's a 95% chance you won't.



Unless I compile all of them, all of those prose, poetries, words, stories written with the whisper of your name running up my spine and send it to your inbox.



Never.



*a breath*



I wish to write here more often. But what about? Would any of you readers, amazing people, come forward with suggestions?



Would you smack an idea against my head, bring some senses into these fingers?



I need to write.



Or start a food based blog, cause it seems if I'm not cooking, I'm eating.





3 comments:

Laila N Mysis said...

*trumpets sound* She's ALIVE!

Hey, if you haven't much to write about, don't force yourself. You don't want to force creativity... although sometimes forcing yourself to write is the cure o.o Hm.

I donno. You could write a random political rant. Post some photos of your life. Pick something in your room spontaneously and write the story behind it (if there is one). Tell us about an awesome memory of yours.

... I'm all out. Go ask Mokesart.

Launna said...

Hanis, I have missed you... I was thrilled to see your blog come up in my feed... I wish I had some answers for you... I have been in a funky mood ... it takes me a week to get my thoughts together... the thought of writing more than one post per week is daunting.. I hope you get your muise back, your words always touched me :)

rasyidah yusof said...

Hanis... I can feel you. though I am much more longer not posting anything. you are always my idol. especially the confession series. Really love them.

looking forward to read your post.

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