I remember how I usually act at this time of the year when I was younger. I'll be full of excitement that it annoys my friends and family. I'll be full of reminders and I'll get back sarcastic remarks which just bounces off me.
And now, after consecutive events of negativity happening, I'm just not giving a care about it anymore. I'm not excited. I'm not telling anyone. I'm not saying anything. Its no big deal. Just another day in the year.
Who I'll be when it comes, is a jaded version of who I was years ago.