Wednesday, August 11, 2010

I'm Having a Fantasy

Of food. Not men or guys. Or hotties. Cuties.

*shuts up*

Just plainly food. Delicious stomach filling food. Either savoury or sweets. I'm not picky.

But right now I'm thinking of beef kebab, soy bean milk and maybe chocolate.

*hears tummy growl* Not much longer

Its a Quarter After One

Well, actually its 17 after 9 but that doesn't sound good while singing *really did try singing it* and I'm in the mood to make this post one of those rambling, jump from one topic to another unrelated one, emotional rollercoaster kinda post. Its cleansing for the soul people. But to make it look more systematic (unlike Hanis), I'll put up a number system so you can't blame me for the numerous topic change.

Oh wait, the pretty lady is here. She just came in looking fine. I think this deserves a

One- Who's the pretty lady? She's this beautiful woman in the office who has this cool looking phone and amazing clothes and lets not forget those awesome glasses she wears sometimes. She gives off the impression that she's quite well-to-do *eyes her* and it could be either

a) Her family is well-to-do

b) She's married to a well-to-do dude but she doesn't look married, you know. She's still young-ish, well mid 20's I'm guessing.

c) She got a kick ass paycheck

But yeah, I got myself one of those little crushes where you want to be that person when you grow up. *sighs happily*

Two- Its the first day of the fasting month. This time I'll lose weight. I swear. And not gain weight, savvy? No more groaning at the end of the month when someone finds out they gained few pounds. Its gonna be a full blown self satisfied smirk accompanied by some discreete flaunting of a slimmer figure. *prays hard*

The only problem is trying to find time to squeeze in a nap or two during the weekdays :(


Three- Next Monday which is the 16th day of the 8th month of this wonderful year, the degree application is officially opened. *looks excited, hoping that her grade point average has been updated correctly* Dad's glad that I've decided to continue on with my battle with Actuarial Science instead of running away with my fluffy tail between my legs to some other courses.

One warning. Expect hecticness at application time.

Four- Yes, I cried last night and was all emotional *refers to previous post* and the mood continued till I fell asleep in the middle of one of those self pitying fantasies. *takes a moment to compose myself*

Good news is, I woke up perfectly fine, well, I could have used more sleep and less eyebags. So lets all just push away this episode to a dark dusty corner in some place in Siberia or Timbuktu. And hope it will take a very very very long time for it to come back here

Five- I already finished reading The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo and now I'm waiting for money to fall down from the sky so I can buy The Girl Who Played with Fire and The Girl Who Kicked the Hornet's Nest. And yes, I read those two up on Wiki -.-

On page 153 of The Fourth Estate and it reminds me of Kane and Abel which I read about 7 years ago. Wow, I first fell for Jeffrey Archer's books around that time and I only bought a book of his last week. Know what that means? I need a book allowance people. Or a sugar daddy.

Wahahaha.

Okay, the latter is a joke. Unless sugar daddy= rich boyfriend or hubby.


And we're done! I'm off to do work/read more blogs/and just plainly magic the clock to move faster.

Peace out.

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Its Just

I'm so tired right now. I feel exhausted. Physically, emotionally, mentally. In every possible way mentioned by all those human experts. GAH.

But fuck, I'm crying right now because I miss you. I don't even know why I'm missing you. Its like, just BAM and I'm crying here wanting to talk to you while you hold me. Its idiotic.

Monday, August 9, 2010

Today's Wise Thought

I love food but what I love more than food is free food.

Muahaha.

Sunday, August 8, 2010

On The Radio

Cause when I'm kissing you

My senses come alive

Almost like the puzzle piece

I've been trying to find

Falls right into place

You're all that it takes

My doubts fade away

When I'm kissing you.


Haha, I know its a love song and that I'm being one of those cynical type right now but that doesn't stop me from enjoying songs.

Updates on this particular Sunday:

Home alone since the family went out.

Just ate fries and gravy.

Tummy is being funny because of it.

Sleepy, as usual.


And yeap, this is basically a blah post.


Peace out.

Another Sunday

*weeps*

I wish the weekend can drag on.

Friday, August 6, 2010

Reading Updates

I'm currently reading

The Girl With the Dragon Tattoo by Stieg Larsson

and

The Fourth Estate by Jeffrey Archer.

I'm currently rereading

Lover Avenged by J.R. Ward

and

Wicked! by erm *mutters* I'll find it out. -.-



Bad Hanis, not remembering the author's name.

Somehow

I'm having the shakes for no reason. I can feel it all over my body, especially around my upper body. And gah, it makes me want to throw up. Maybe it was my lunch. The rice did taste a bit off-ish. -.-

Urgh, I need a sweet. But I'm out of them.

*takes a deep breath*

I'll be fine. Just 70 more minutes to home.

I can do it.

And I'm Back

With FOOD, a Coke, which I haven't had in ages and some chocolates. Excuse me while I eat.



*About 40 mins and a full tummy later*



Where was I? Oh yes, my rant on books and people. Its like this, there are two type of people who read. People who love to read and people that want others to think they read. I'm one of the former and sometimes, I want to smack anyone that falls under the latter. Especially when they have that look on their face, discussing the latest chick lit they read.



...



I have nothing against chick lit. Hell, I read them myself. Marian Keyes is wonderful, her books are not typical and they're thick :D and the ones I've read, well one had the protaganist dealing with a drug addiction and denial which leads to rehab. Another was about dealing with her husband's death (cried at the ending) and the other was a mix of 3 characters. Sadly, they're not that popular here so yes, I get a book orgasm when I see her name. Before begging who I'm with to buy me the book or lend me money to buy it.



Anyway, most chick lits are well....just a couple or two hundred pages. And most are just ... you know, its light entertainment. And hell, considering the price of one, the 2 hours I usually take to read one and my usual 'That's it?" reaction at the end, why do people wonder why I don't buy those books? Yes, its reading but its not ... its like one of those gossip mags.



That's my opinion and yes, I roll my eyes when I'm at the bookstore and I see those girls squealing at the latest book from so and so writer and how hot the guy is and on and on and on. And I'm the one who's trying to decide between 4 books by people I swear those girls haven't even heard of.



*takes a deep breath*



It won't kill you to read those books and no, don't go read a book that is now oh-so-famous because a movie is coming out. Now, I'm back at my original topic. Books made into movies leading to books being famous and read by nearly everyone. Except me.



I got into Harry Potter and Twilight before the first movie came out. Hell, I'm a Potter books maniac. So yes, I'm the girl who picks on every single detail while watching the movie. Twilight, well, in the books its great. I love them. But not as much as HP. For one, I'm a vampire fan and come on, sparkle in sunlight?



-.-



Buffy would have a hernia if she heard that.



Yeah, you can mess with garlic, holy water and crosses theory and even some blood sucking. BUT, sunlight, no. Its simple



Vampire + sunlight = Death + Screams of pain (a pile of dust or flames optional)



*calms self down*



Ok, I'm calm. Going back to the Twilight saga, I admit I was one of those excited people when the movie came out. But my first reaction was "Eww, Edward's ugly" and yes, I was oogling Jacob's abs. Yet, in the books, the relationship seemed very romantic. In the movie? I swear Edward's a creep, stalker who'll give me nightmares. The fan blowing her hair in the classroom scene? God, he looked like .... he was planning to ... sexually molest her in a non pleasurable way.

-.- Don't kill me Twihard fans.

Moving on from vampires, (was a vampire trick or treating when she was 9, complete with cape, fake fangs and baby powder all over her face to achieve the paleness)

I wish I read Memoirs of a Geisha before the hype started. It seems fun. And there's another movie that I enjoyed, errr, it had star in the title and I loveee the movie soo much. And from what I read, the movie and book differs (duh, its the norm) and I want to read that book one day. Just let me find the title first xD


I think I'll buy a Stephen King novel soon. Before (meaning younger) I didn't get into his books because they had long winded begginings. And I was like, "Ffs, I give up". The same goes for the LOTR trilogy >.> Talk about a book that really goes on and on. I didn't even watch the movies. So Stephen King here I come. *Wikis to find out which books to consider*

Anyway, *tears open a chocolate* time to work people.

Read more =)

7 Minutes

And I'm outta here with my eyes set on the cafe. I still haven't decide what to eat. Just rice. And something else. I'll figure it out downstairs.

I'm already on page 250 and I'm loving it. And yeap, there's 2 books after this one. Its a trilogy that were published post-humously. And yes, I'm reading it now because I have a feeling it would get loads of attention once the Hollywood version of the movies comes out. Yes, there's already the original version, Sweedish. (I think that sounds wrong.) And the books are popular but not in the "OMG You have to read this, Everyone else is" kind.

Its a bit ick. That kind of book promotion. Harry Potter, Twilight, Gossip Girls, Memoirs of a Geisha and so many more. I haven't read the last two because well, I like the tv version of GG and from what I heard from some fanatical "friends" its different. They totally changed some plots and characters involvement. And yada yada.

Memoirs of a Geisha? Well, now everyone who wants to be seen reading, reads that. You see, Wait, lunch time. I'll continue in another post after this, ok? My rant on people and books.

Fingers

Flying over the keyboard, typing out the words from my mind with speed and accuracy that I sometimes just make myself stop and read what I wrote. For the first time, I'm using a non-human as my point of view. Well, its a bit jumbled up but its fresh. Compare to my usual style I mean.

Moving on, I'm now reading the book that have been on my desk here for nearly a month. The Girl With a Dragon Tattoo. Yes, its a bit slow at the beggining with all those Sweedish names -.- I was like "Wait, wait, who's this dude again?*checks few pages to the front*" But now I've moved on to page 236 so its going good for now.

I've started my brand new book too yesterday. The Fourth Estate by one of my favourite author of all time, Jeffrey Archer. I remember once, I was looked down on by a person who barely knew me when I was reading the synopsis on the back of an Archer's novel. The person snobbishly said it might be hard for me to understand.

I was like ... "Well, I did enjoyed Kane and Abel and The Prodigal Daughter. Fell in love with him because of those,"

Complete silence. KABAAM.

Haha, that reminded me of a certain classmate of mine who was all 'I know what I'm talking about and I'm an expert on this' when we were at a bookstore and I saw that Jodi Picoult (another fave <3 ) had a new book out. So naturally I grabbed a copy to see the synopsis on the back and decide if I'm gonna buy it instead of the vampire one in my hand.

"Oh, Jodi Picoult is not any good. Trust me,"

"... I have about 4 of her books and have read about 6 and I find her books amazing. Though they do make you think because its always about a real issue and its not a love lit,"

KABAAM

Going back to the present. Its about 82 mins to lunch time. I'm so gonna get some fried rice or something equally heavy. And my usual Milo.

Peace out.

And someone better be online tonight.

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Someone In The Office

Got BSB's More Than That playing on their computer. Its not too loud but I'm close enough to hear it. Not in crystal quality though. Still, it got me humming along to those lines and make me go all

Pffft.

Words. Promises. Lies.

All the same.

I will love you more than that,

I won't say the words and take them back,

Don't give loneliness a chance,

Baby hear me when I say,

I will love you more than that.

I'll refrain myself from being a bitter person and not critic such words.

Book Orgasm

I love getting those. I usually get them in the library, bookstore or while perusing a friend's bookshelf at the sight of

a) a book I've been meaning to read

b) a book by a favourite author of mine

My latest book orgasm was few days ago when I spotted a J.R. Ward book under the 2o ringgit section of a book sale. I was like "OMGJRWARDOMGOMG"

But then I saw it was one of the books that I already have at home. Okay, there's 8 so far, with another one coming out in April 2011*gets excited* and I have 6 already. I don't have the 5th one and the 8th one. There has been no sighting of the 8th one so far.

Lover Mine

That's the 8th book, telling John Matthew's story and I managed a sneak peek in Wiki and OMG, I want to read it more for these reasons

1)My suspicion about John Matthew actually being Darius' reincarnation that happened at the end of the 1st book is CORRECT.

2)Blaylock, hot redhead Blaylock has his first experience ;)

Muahahahah.

And I want to read the 5th book because John Matthew and Quinn went through their changes then.

*sighs* I want a Brother too.

Black Dagger Brotherhood rocks my socks.

So Kiss Me

And smile for me. Tell me that you'll wait for me. Hold me like you'll never let me go.


This song can make me cry with the pain of leaving a loved one behind as I go on another one of life's journey.

But whatever.

Its Thursday and I'm planning what to get for lunch. I'm in the mood for one of those overcharged ice blended coffee drinks with whipped cream and some other additional stuffs. But when I look at the prices, I weep inside. Been trying to look up an online version of the menu with prices included for Secret Recipe and San Francisco Coffee because both are in the lobby downstairs.

But now I'm having hunger pangs. Like, big ones that make me plan on what to eat. Stuffs like rice and so on. *looks at clock* Nearly 2 hours to lunchtime :(

Hungrry. I think I'll do the overpriced drink next week. Food today. And maybe beg Dad for 2 books instead of one.

Good luck to me.

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

A Day

Outside. Went around looking how they survey the building for special rating. Involves walking. Listening to explanation. Going into loads of "Danger" room.

Hahaha.

Time to go again.

Right now I got this line stuck in my head

I'll buy you anything, I'll buy you any ring.

Claddagh ring. Just that.

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Tuesday Morning

Which reminds me of the Maroon 5 song, Sunday Morning. Awesome song by the way. I went to bed at about midnight and slept straight till my alarm went off at 5.30. Which is a rarity. The sleeping straight mind you, not the 5.30 alarm. Usually, I'll be waking up few times during the night but not last night.

Its a slow morning. Like, the minutes crawl pass while I'm staring at this screen, once in a while starting a typing frenzy. Before it stops. Just like that.

*sighs*

Got a song stuck in my head right now and I can't wait for lunchtime. Anything to get away from here.

Peace out.

Monday, August 2, 2010

Life Lesson

Keep others an arm length away. No matter what or who. Its to save yourself from future hurt.

Stuck in My Head

I'm in pieces,

Baby fix me,

Shake me till you wake me,

From this bad dream.

I Had

A weird but enjoyable dream last night and when I was interupted by my alarm, I was tempted to throw my phone onto the floor. Thankfully I changed that to groaning into my pillow while lamenting the unfairness of the quick ending of such a sweet dream. In the dream, there was :

A talking fluffy baby bunny that loves "texting" on her computer.

Very very weird ice cream flavours such as "Batman" and "Booga Booga Boo" that funnily enough tasted good.

A resting place for baby bunnies that involves few stages.

Appearance of a fomer infatuation who in turn, seemed besotted with me.

I know, the last one was the reason I didn't want the dream to end. And for the baby bunny too. She was mine and so cute. "Texting" away, as she calls typing on her pink computer and she had long floppy ears with white fluffy fur.

*has a moment of extreme cuteness appreciation*

*calms myself down*

Anyway, "Booga Booga Boo" is a magical icecream that has the flavour of 3 things you desire the most. "Batman" hmmm, I remember it was blue. Was distracted with the guy eating them. And *grins* oh never mind, the dream ended.

Peace out.

*grr, that sounds silly coming from me*

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Few More Weeks.

Its funny how my mind sometimes can out of nowhere reminds me of a certain date. And it will hit me with such internal pain I feel like folding into myself and crying in misery with wishes to go back to last year and maybe do things differently. Or maybe to just go back and go through everything another time around.

Right now I curse my good memory. I wish I can't remember that *sighs and wipes my eyes* I'm not gonna think about it. It will just stop this process I'm going through. If I can go back, I'll stop things from getting to how it was.

No.

I don't know what I'll do if I can go back.

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